Everthing I want Is here With Me.

I spent my Sunday with Elly, Saufi. Aza and Mydin. I'll do the proper post tomorrow coz I'm dozing to sleep and cant think well right now. haha.

I'm just Izhar; Sunday, March 29, 2009

Never felt soo alive, just like the childhood times

Introducing my mom, shes still rocks like the 80s.

Spent whole day with family, cousin, aunties and uncles was superb fun. Firstly, me, mom, brother and sister went to Bugis to catch the movies "Confession of a Shopholic". When we actually suppose to go shopping instead of watch that movies. But It was a great movie after all as it's all about shopping and stuff. After that we meet the rest of the family members at NYP. We karoke, pool and playgrounds. Then we had lunch together at Bedok Corner. Eat2 them off to home at 11++.

I'm just Izhar; Saturday, March 28, 2009

Elly turns 16 on 27th March which is today. Now finally you can watch NC 16 movie and allow to go zouk. Left with me and the others of the Bobini's. I just cant wait to turn 16, need to wait approximately 8 months for my b'day.
We planned as a class for elly bday celebration after school somewhere in tampines. Funny mann the part when me and Nazri buy some time for the rest to ready all the preparations. We ate the cakes then threws egg and flour at each other. It was fun, I hope there are another b'day celebrations again. Thanx to all of them who shared the money to buy the cakes.

Had dance session and celebrated elly b'day at night with the dome-fam. For the first time I saw mydin dancing infront of me. Keep it up, you doing well mann. And yea, finally I learn new moves from B'boy Far-far (=

On top of that is my 11 mnth with the girl who I fall in love since 27th April till now. It's feel kinda different though. We usually celebrates our month-sary happily otp and stufff but things change for now and I need to accept the way it is.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLY

I'm just Izhar; Friday, March 27, 2009

We celebrated Fitri's b;day today, sabo him and finally I get the chance to threw eggs on his Face. haha. Happy B'day FITRI.
After I went to play soccer and Takhraw with my classmates, it was damn fun man when we played aliboom thingy, haah. I'm the one who always been caught first -.-

I'm just Izhar; Wednesday, March 25, 2009

the very first picture we took together on our 3monthsary.

- " Nurizyanti "

i don't wish things could happened this hard. you've did the sweetest thing and i wonder how can you let all of those go. you left me with only one decision which makes me went haywire. i miss who i thought you are. nothing could explain how much i miss you. seeing you everyday and all i got was an ignorance attitude of yours. you've already make me feel like a stranger by then. you taught me things i never knew and there's no other way for me to abandon our relationship just like that. yestd you said you want things to stay on like this, i'll respect your decision. i said i'm sorry and it's not enough to you. please don't come up to me and said you're sorry. i'm tired of accepting apologies and i'm tired to think all these. you prefer nothing but a stranger-kind-of-attitude. iloveyou, still & forever. take good care of yourself and keep on plastering that wide smile and big laugh of yours. bby, bye.

I'm just Izhar; Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I got nothing to do during DNT lesson today so I helped that Wan Yol with his cardboard model. During Englis Period we gossip about Wan Yol, damn funny mann. hahaa. Slack with my two classmates after school till 4 then headed home coz I got tution at 8. Today tution as per-normal as they never fails to put up hililarious jokes and yea, today is Nassir B'day.

I'm just Izhar; Monday, March 23, 2009

Woke up in the morning and guess what? The first thing I saw was my cat kissing my forehead -.- . The next thing I knew, my mom ordering Maccy for breakfeast, cool or whuaat!. (=. At 1.30 we off to fort canning for my Aunt wedding. The place was damn high class but sqeezy too. The food totally rock my socks mannn. There was this fountain full of chocolate, instead of water they put chocoloate; cool or whuaaatt!. I'm lovin it!. I want my wedding to be exactly like that, please.(=. hahaa.

I'm just Izhar; Sunday, March 22, 2009

This part when 4 of us headed home. We took Mrt together.

I'm just Izhar; Thursday, March 19, 2009

The young boy turn 17 this month.

You know I know they dont know you know (=

Look to the left, Is Bboy Far-Far.

The stalker who stalk 3 girls-.-

Spent a day with Dome-Fam today. Celebrated Saulfi's b'day at Sentosa Siloso Beach. It was a blast day ever mann with them. After that we headed to Vivo for BK. Me, Zara, Mark, Elly went home first as Elly die-die need to go home before 9 so we accompany-ing her home. Since we had half an-hour left, we ate Maccy at afghan before headed home. Sit down there eat-eat talk-talk abt 20 min and finally we head to home. Me and my big mouth lead me accompany-ing her till the door . hahaa. " Whenever u do, don't look back' haha. The lift gave me a creeps. It shake like never shake before. I reached home at 9.30 then straight away called Nurizyanti and here is me now, updating my blog (=.

Happy 17th B'day Saulfi.

Stay tune for the Next Post. BYe

I'm just Izhar; Thursday, March 19, 2009

Another tiring exhausting day today again. Woke up at 8.30 for breakfeast at Mukmin then headed to Tution at 10. I ate two chesse prata for breakfeast and gues what, it really satisfied me alot. Then off to Panincular with Nazri to buy new pair of jeans for me and 3 quarter pants and hoddies for him. Thanks Nazri for accompany-ing me to panin. I need to rest now as tomorrow I'm going out with the Dome-Fam celebrating Saulfi's B'day at Sentosa.

Stay tune.

I'm just Izhar; Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Credits goes to Nazri for taking this picture last year. This picture was taken when me. Nazri and Aliff.R voluntered for the Flag day thingy. I was so close with them back then. I really miss the year 2008. I wish I could just rewind back the years and make the year 2008 longer.

"We'd stay together always, is the promise we made. But suddenly it's not so clear and I don't know what to say"

I ate waffle cheese for breakfeast, and finally can watch cartoon with my sister.
I'm going out with my tution-mates. She gonna accompany me to buy red dickies pants at Panincular coz finally my dad gives me the money. After that it gonna be blue turn. Mydin will join me later. Elly cant tag along coz she have malay dance to attend.

I'll update later when I came back home. Till then.

Just came home from City hall. Meet up Mydin at Pasir Ris beach after that. Coz there is the only place I can relax my mind and realease all my stresses. Sorry for causing you trouble mydin. You know i know they dont know you know. haha

Stay tune.

I'm just Izhar; Tuesday, March 17, 2009

"What if I dont try and what if I do,"

Nothing interesting happend today just having a relief that my English Oral Examination was reschedule till school re-open. Had Malay- oral ant it wasn't that bad. Im not nervous coz she's mine malay teacher. Had a great 15 min conversation and I'm done. Headed home at 4 and guess what, I had no time to close my eyes as tution starts at 5 -.-I really wanted to buy me a blue and red dickies pants. Just waiting for my dad to give me the money.

I'm really craving for Ramly Burger, I hope my brother brought home the Ramly Burger for me.

I'm speechless now, stay tuen for the next post. bye,

I'm just Izhar; Monday, March 16, 2009

That's me with my brother when I was 4-5 years old I think. I looked abit nerd coz I dont know anything about fashion back then haha. I miss my childhood times being pampered by everybody especially my mom.

I'm super tired now, went fishing today. It seems harder than I thought to catch a fish. You'll need patience to get one. I'm really desperate to buy new jeans and shirt as I'm getting bored with my old clothes. Tomorrow I hafta wake up at 7 coz I'm meeting the bobini's at maccy around 8am. Soo much for a woke up in the afternoon wathcing kto with my sisters where there is Oral examination tomorrow both English and Mother tongue.

I'm speechless now. Stay tune for the Next post okay.

I'm just Izhar; Sunday, March 15, 2009

You know the closer you get to something, the tougher it is to see it. I'll stop updating about my lovelife. I shall update about my life.

Finally its the last day of term 1. March Holiday just started and finally I can wake up in the afternoon and spent my afternoon watching Okto with my sisters. What a relief that teacher didnt assign any homework for holidays. But still I need to go for Oral Examinitaion on monday. There's something embarrass incident happend to me when I'm walking back home with Elly which made my butt cramp=(. I'm speechless now. bye.

I'm just Izhar; Friday, March 13, 2009

Today was wacked mann, celebrated Jordan's party at Downtown East Chalet. We started babercue-ing at 6. Thanks to Wak I felt akward infront of that girl.haha. I kept running away evertime she's closer to me. At 10 we started our craziness and threw tons of water balloons to each other. Firstly, we aimed Jordan then after that we quickly chased after Wan, but initially he gotten away and succesfully went home with his wet shirt thrown by Wak. Ended up most of us went home with a wet shirt too. It's a saddened thing for elly for not joining us for some reason. We will save the superb fun on your b'day okay elly.

I'm gonna end this post with a wish " happy b'day jordan'!

I'm just Izhar; Thursday, March 12, 2009

Went to play takhraw and soccer after school with wan, arip, nazri and the rest. For the first time Arip joining us play soccer after school.haha. I prefer playing takhraw than soccer coz takhraw doesnt need skills to play.

I was trippin in the morning, get cranked up and intentionally scolded her for doing absouletly nothing. I'm just dont like being ignored especially in the morning. How schocked and sad am I when I heard she said to me that she was crying. It wasn't my intentions to make her tear's drop from her face. I making a big mistake for saying the harsh words to her. I should have controlled what's inside of me and dont let it out espeacially to her. I regret everthing I've said to her, I wish i could take it back what I've said. If you could ever find your heart and forgive me, I will promise I'll never hurt you nomore.

I'm just Izhar; Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Nothing intresting happend during school today. Only the part when lee hongding came up the stage and made all the school laughed. I doesnt know from where he got alot of guts in everything, quite a unique boy I see. March holiday is drawing near, I really do miss waking up in the afternoon on weekdays and watch the lame cartoons on Okto with my two lil' sisiter. haha. I need to revise all the subject during March Holiday too as there's only 180 days left till Nlvl first paper start, how close is that.

I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest coz there's a lot of things I keep bottled that hurts deep inside on my soul. And just know that I grow colder the older I grow. This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold and this load is like the weight of the world. I think my neck is breaking should I just give up, Or try to live up to these expectations? I should. Coz I love her more than life itself. I still need her. I still need her to be part of me again like the it were the last time. She's like the greatest gift I can get sent from god above. It's hard for me to move on with all the memories left behind. I still need you bby.

Bby, remember when I said if you ever need anything, I will be right there? Well guess what? I'm here and I promise you I ain't going nowhere baby. I love you and forever will do. xoxoxo.

I'm just Izhar; Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I'm soo clumsy today coz I injured my fingers. I got a cut from a penknife while cutting the cardboard, It bleeds like hell and on the other hand, the hot glue gun burns and melekat onto my index finger while I'm tryna glued my workpieace. That will be so agonizingly painful. The pain is such a sudden rush for me. I hesitated before reciting my workpieace. I finalize my workpieace and finally Im done with my cardboard model. Next week I can definately start to make my real plastic model =). With all my effort and my hardwork, I score 2 A's, 2 B's and a C for my Commom Test 1. Oral Examinitaion is coming up, and I'm not even close to prepare for it.

I got a problem right now, did'nt know what to do. I wish it'll be solve as soon as possible as I scared it will inflicted the relationship between us. I'm just scared=(

I'm speechles now, stay tune for the next post.

I'm just Izhar; Monday, March 09, 2009

Today was simply boring. Went out for lil' while with them, just slacking and headed home around 5+. I should've follow my mom to TM. Right now I'm here alone with my maid and my 11 lil' uncle. haah. He's my uncle alright. Texted Nurizyanti but no reply. She musta be mad at me or something. It all started when she log in to my FS account and this whole thing now seems to be messed up. I will figure it out what's wrong with my FS soon. It's gonna be raining soon, I bet it gonna be raning heavily as the sky look dark yellowish seems kinda weird to me. I'm bored, can someone please entertain me.

March Holiday's coming soon, just cant wait as I'm gonna spent my time with the Bobini's, Dome-fam and My yanti if she wants to.

I end my post here. stay tune for the next post.

I'm just Izhar; Sunday, March 08, 2009

24 hours at home full with boredom. It's been raining heavily since yesterday. All the thunder and the lightning stopping me from going out today. I went dance session with the Dome-Fam dude's and babes yesterday. It was a blast day. Celebrated Hanna's birthday and finally I'm not shy to speaked up and ask one of them to teach me dancing.

I always wanted to go for shopping. I wanna buy new pair of jeans and clothes. I asked this girl out to accompany-ing me tomorrow, I hope she accept my inivitation. Oh my, I miss my Nurizyanti alot. I'm thanking god above from sending her to me. You caught my heart in the prisonless cell, you sealed your love in my heart and you had locked my heart because of that, I aint gonna moving on. Eventhough we're apart baby, I wont leave you. You're still gonna be mine sweet lil' baby. I love you soo much. " You're the best thing that happend to me in ny life". (=

I'm speechless now. Stay tune for the next post.

I'm just Izhar; Saturday, March 07, 2009

I don't why that all sudden im in a good mood like everyday. I score A in Maths, C in Malay and the rest of the subject still waiting. If I could only gotten 1 more mark in Malay so I would score B in Malay. I improve alot compared to last year result. I watch the movie 'push' today with mydin, arip, elly, nazri and charlotte plus Naufal. Supposingly we planned to watch ' He's just not in to you' but our luck ran out as the movie started at 5 so we had no choice but to watch Push. Now I'm really so into the movie. I wish I could have the power to invisible ( you know what im sayin mydin) hahaa. The movie ended at 5+, then I headed to Afghan to accompany elly to buy food at Mcdonald. Then I headed home at 6.01.

And yea, I chatted with syafiq and farizan through E buddy on mobile at 12.45am while hearing " Misteri Jam Dua-belas" on radio ria. It's my first time using handphone to online so I abit jakon siket uh. haha.

I'm speechless now, stay tune for the next post. bye

I'm just Izhar; Thursday, March 05, 2009

4t1, the best class ever in the history of all classes.

They make my day everyday. I love them

I'm partially finished my DNT work. I had a shot period of DNT lesson today due to common test which took 1 hour of DnT period. So I hafta urge myself to stayback after school to finished up my project, thus it still hasnt finish yet. I guess I hafta stayback again tomorrow. I'm just worried that I might not finish in time before the dateline. I hafta to put 80% of my effort on this coursework and other subjects, 20% for other stuff. Damn, It's a tiring year, I just need to endure all the stresses and stuff.

I've been having this problem about concentrating with one thing with another, example; I'm good in Maths but weak in Science. So I've been 24/7 studying and concentrating in Science then I'll 4got all about the formula and the equations in Maths.

Tomorrow It's maths paper I hope I'm ready for it. And yea, I'm starting to regret for cutting my hair yesterday. I should've not cut it so soon, but it's too late now, cant change it. Thus it will grow back in 2 weeks time. =).

I'm speechless now, stay tune for the next post.

I'm just Izhar; Tuesday, March 03, 2009

English common test was soo damn easy mann except for the e-mail writing thingy which gave me a headache. But overall it's easy though. Tomorrow it;s malay, I hope It''s easy as I'm not soo good in malay.

I finally came up new Ideas to improve my DNT coursework design. Lil' bit troublesome but I can manage it somehow. I need to squeeze my time to get my project done as the dateline is on May something2. So I guess I will not have the time to slack around during DNT, need to get my butt up and get my desgin done then I can proceed with my original product.

It's raining heavily outside, the drizzling and stuff making me soo lazy to go for tution. I need to get my hair done before tution. Just thought of keeping longer hair. ugghh!!

Finally I spent time with my bby on the phone yestd, I've been waiting for her call. I miss her sweetest voice which never fails to melts my heart eachtime we're on the phone. Your kiss, touch, hug and smile you know I missed it. I'm dying here already waiting for you. I missing you soo badly know. I love you.

I'm speechless now, stay tune for the next post aite. bye.

I'm just Izhar; Monday, March 02, 2009

Budak KBM2C. haha

Religious class at Andalus soo fun today as these group of boys in that picuture had short detention after class inculding me for coming late for class during break period. The teacher given us 20 mintues break but eventually we ended up 40 minutes which gave the teacher soo mad. Every sunday with them like having a pain in my stomach coz they put up many hillarious joke.

It's Sunday today, I'm suppose to go out with the CT.CO but the weather stop me from going plus I really need to study as common is drawing damn blardy near which started tomorrow. So it's gonna be me and my math/science book for whole day I guess. I hafta to start studying now.

Stay tune for the next post. bye.

I'm just Izhar; Sunday, March 01, 2009