Everthing I want Is here With Me.

On 27th december 2008, I spent my time with yanti's cousin and family as her mom invite me to their pit. I went there with Nazri. When we reached there, we were like paisey coz theres alot of ppl there. Then when times goes by I started to close to them. I like the cousins coz they so supportive, cheerful, playful and friendl. I suppose to ton there as I forgot to bring my clothes. So i went back at 11 to bath then come back but my luck ran out, my dad dont let me as its late. I started to miss them=). Thanks for the day. There's also another thing that happend which is my happiest thing , It's my 8 month with my bby, I love her like helll!. I hope we can stay forever. Loveyou bby=)

I'm just Izhar; Saturday, December 27, 2008

I got this feeling of lazyness everytime when it comes to updating my blog. Since today im in a good mood, I update what happend today. Woke up at 8 with fear coz my mom wake me up by shouting at me. I dont know why , it's christmas anything can happend right?=). Since my dad got a day off today so he deicded to go out as a family, and again its last minit. I hate it with the goddam last minit thing. hahaha. First, we had our breakfeast at long john simei there. I only ate french toast as I dont wanna get a stomache. Then we off to Bukit Chandu. That place is about the history of World War 2. While we were walking we came across this 3 soldier statue. Took picture with the statue. Then the funiiest part was when my brother interview the three soldier statue. If i got time I'll uplode that video. haha. I'll stop my post now. Too many things happen, lazy to update.Till then. bye=)

I'm just Izhar; Thursday, December 25, 2008

24-hrs at home feels like wanna shoot myself with a gun. Suposingly today I'm going out to Mydin's cribs to help him making his own personal non-sexy blog then I forgot tomorrow I have Exam so I've been force to cancelled. So basically I have to study for upcoming exam. Help my mom with the curtains, playing my bby pink psp then went to sleep. Thats my everday routine actually. I missing my dear bby aloooot!!!. That's all for today. Bye.

I'm just Izhar; Saturday, December 06, 2008

Can I do anything right? Everthings I do, karma will turn around and bites me. I cant seems to get away from misery. All I ever wanted to do was just make you proud of me and make you happy. But it seems the harder i try, the more it backfires me. I will do anything to stop this pain that I keep inflincting on my baby. I wont hurt you anymore. I want things to change back to our first months. I will keep trying to change it back okay bby so all the misery will soon be gone.

Ps. I will make a change, I promise.

I'm just Izhar; Thursday, December 04, 2008

This picture was taken last year when we had our Sec 2 class photo. I prefer this year classmate comparing to last year. Coz this year I've got my truly friends and thats, Elly, Nazri and Mydin. Cant imagin life without them.

Basically I'm gonna start this post with a smile. Coz i'm happy, yea i'm happy. I dont know why I felt happy.(=. I started to miss alot of people every now and then. I miss my classmates, bby and many more. I wish school starts early as I'm bored to death stuck at home. Next year is my last year at Changkat Changi sec then I off to ITE. No more displinary action like secondary, No more getting hair cut just freedom.haha. I guess that's only for today folks. bye,

I'm just Izhar; Thursday, December 04, 2008