Everthing I want Is here With Me.

I'm here to tell ya'll how much I loves this girl for these past 7 months we have been together. I'm not afraid to tell the world how much she meant to me. It had been 7 months she showerd me with her love/kisses/hug and many more. If she ever letting me go out of her life, I swear I wont fall in love again. Even though we fight a lot, I still love her. We fight, I think, because the stakes are high. I sometimes get so mad I cannot stand her, But underneath my anger I could cry. I have an uncontrolled need to control her, to be her only destiny and guide. So here I am, telling the world and proving to you that I really love you, Nurizyanti

Here's our 7 months peoms just for you:

These seven months that we have been together

Have been the loveliest of all my life.

All moments dance within your balmy weather,

Nor could my heart be anything but blithe,

Knowing I have all that I desire.
You've chosen me, with all the world to choose,

On whom your glance falls like a holy fire

Undoing all that would such joy refuse.

I'm just Izhar; Thursday, November 27, 2008

I came across this photo back when we had our first bobini's outing at East Coast park. I was a lousy bladder back then. (=.This picture bring alot of memories to me. Too memrioble to be forgotten.

It's been long time I had'nt update my blog due to my lazyness. Yesterday i went Sentosa with elly, nazri, shahrul and arip. Mydin couldnt join us coz he's too ugly.lol. The best thing happened yestd was when the part we took bus 65 home.We waited in the blistering cold for approximately 2hours for the bus to reached our destinations. All thanks to me(=.

My dad asked me to get my hair done which I've did today with Nazri. And now I'm looking forward to go window-shopping with my bobini's. Elly planning to wear same volcom bag next year. So we hafta shop-shop till we drop or a second thought we shop till we broke.

I'm just Izhar; Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I got nothing to update for today so I'll update about my life. I've been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see that it's me where the complication's at. I cant seems to get things right. It's like I'm takin five steps forward and ten steps back, tryin to get things right here. Everbody is aint perfect but I will try to be a perfect boyfriend for you.

" Sometimes you fell tired, feel weak

And when you feel weak. you feel like you just wanna give up

But you gotta search within you, try to find the inner strength

And just pull that thing out of you

And get that motivation to not give up and not be a quitter

No matter how bad you wanna just fall back on your face, and collapse."

And yeaa one more thing before I end this , I still cant log this damn blardy in!!!!!

I'm just Izhar; Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Elly, mydin and nazri never fail making my day.

They plan to make a surprise last minute party for me. Soo many interesting happend today like elly grandma fell(=, elly hurts her eyes and many more too many till i cant recall. Thanks elly fer the lovely card. I like nazri the way he gave his present to me. At first he gave me a lolipop as a present then he fetch me home, when i was shaking his hands he gave me another present.haha. Thanks nazri. And speacially thanks to my baby fer that b'day kiss.(=I won the best b'day celebrations of my life Thanks to elly, mark, nazri, yanti, arip and zul a.k.a mok. Love you guys. muaaaaah!.

I'm just Izhar; Sunday, November 09, 2008

Elly planned to go esplaned padang to catch the event called "Breathe". Firstly in the morning, I meet up yanti as I missed her soo badly. Then off to Nazri crib's. We planned to meet up at 1.30pm bt this cinoneh named "mydin' who like men came late. Muahmuah!. Zara could'nt join us due to her gastric, pity her and mydin must be home before 7 to attend the church thingy AGAIN. We had lunch at maccy. At 7 then we proceed to padang. So we sit down and enjoy the performance. I guess that's all for today. Thanks guys for making my day(=. Love y'all.

I'm just Izhar; Saturday, November 08, 2008

I had alot of fun spending time with my beloved bobini's this wednesday. Supposingly we planned to Escape Theme Park but unfortunately it's closed. It opens on weekend jek. ughh!. Then we headed to E! hub to catch the movie "The Coffins" instead. I saw this and luckily it had English subtitles in it. This movie makes the most of the 'make you jump out of your seat' moments of any movie I have ever seen. My friend screamed (as did the audience) repeatedly. Some very creepy moments, but the ending was also sad (I'm not exactly sure what happened but something to do with the Chris character finding out some shocking revelations about the spirit haunting him). What I hated most about this movie is when the lead actor repeatedly running across the wild to catch up with the 'ghost'. Overall a good movie. After we catched the movie we headed to the playground near the whitesan. We played the swingg while waiting for zara. Then we off to whitesan meet up my baby and fazillah there. We sit down at the maccy area about half an hour plus I think planning to go where next. We planned to go to the beach. That's it, I;m done for today.(=

I'm just Izhar; Thursday, November 06, 2008

I don't mean to be mean
but that's all I can be is just me

My baby never talked about the things that we'd be facing,

All the while we'd go along, with things that don't make sense and,
My baby listens, but never wants to clarify,

My tears are breaking, would you tell me how we gon' survive?

"I'm not what your friends think.

I'm not Mr flirty.

I'm just Izhar."

I'm just Izhar; Monday, November 03, 2008